Mood: Sick
Song of Choice:Track 8 TRUST COMPANY
Topic: Dreams

I had another bad dream...but what bothers me is that it didn't involve me at all really.

I dreampt I was in a shed and when I looked to my side their was this lil blonde boy with glasses and he was covered in blood...he was dead. I pulled away and fell out the shed. Then I saw a man with a knief covered in blood...we were in a fenced in back yard on a slope...the dog in the yard tried to stop the man but he just killed it. He jumped the fence and I ran after him yelling and no one seemed to hear me except him so he ran.
I yelled at him to come back...though that doesn't seem to be the most logical thing to do when talking to a murder..and he said drop dead and I yelled back you wish...then he yelled back something that really puzzeled me...it was "well you'd better before you have my kid." I didn't get it...but it made me angry and then it was ESP that kicked in. I've never been able to manifest it in the form of like hurting people or moving anything more than a pencil...shatter glass, makeing predictions and seeing things like with Quita's letter that's easy but not like what happened in the dream. It was like my anger manifested itself into a gust like...like Kamui from X you know? The force pushed him over and then this boy appeared before me it was weird. He was soo pale and his eyes were such a pale blue and his hair barely blonde...He starteled me and his fingers touched my cross chocker and then his hand grabbed my throat. I felt shap nails did into my skin and I couldn't breath. His face didn't change expression as I fought against him. Then a woman appeared and he let go of me.She made everything disappear and everything was black and I started to cry. shewas like a mother she cradeled me and walked me away. Then I woke up...it's so weird...among other weird things...a Hawk has been following me since yesterday and a butterfly died in my hands in front of the house, a glass shattered in my hands but I wasn't upset enough to make taht happen, and for some reason no cuts where found at the time but then today I had two cuts on each hand bleeding away and one on my foot...it's all so odd....I need rest...or coffee...maybe I'm just hallucinating...who knows